on occasion, our sensible, science-dominated international is presented with a mystic; a spirit-based, spirit-directed individual. the area does not understand how to accommodate those humans. they're disrespected a minimum of, frequently bullied, occasionally drugged into submission or even institutionalized. with no acceptance and help, the mystic believes there's something flawed with them. Unhealed, those contributors may well abuse themselves. . . to the purpose that they may even examine killing themselves. . . and achieve this.

This booklet chronicles the author's 40-year trip of therapeutic and private development; studying to simply accept himself as a proficient, hypersensitive, homosexual mystic. Mismatched to the norms and calls for of his kin, domestic faith, friends, and society, the writer used to be a depressed, immature, and frightened recluse for 26 years of his existence. considering suicide at age 21, he heard a Voice. studying to hear and stick to that Voice, the writer hired more than a few traditional—and untraditional—religious and non secular inspiration structures. The span of "technologies" comprise western and japanese religions, Quakerism, Twelve Step courses, the direction in Miracles, Men's paintings, prior lifestyles regression, and channeling (automatic writing). In a imaginative and prescient, this nontheist, birthright Jew discovered to his shock that The Voice guiding him on his trip used to be Jesus.

Hineni is an intensely own and frank autobiography; a moral will of the way the writer turned a complete, man or woman, and what he realized and continues to be studying on his trip. This e-book can commence a reader pondering locations s/he were spiritually, in addition to the locations s/he could pass. Hineni sincerely exhibits that existence is a trip; now not a vacation spot. That the instruments and publications on that trip are own integrity and internal assistance. And that any time or attempt spent studying in any group or religious self-discipline isn't a waste, simply because any and all efforts and knowing get integrated in who that individual is turning into. . . and we're all "becoming" till we go away the planet.

The reader is encouraged—and challenged—to ask what s/he is familiar with and believes at the easy questions of being human. . . being a religious being having a human experience.